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Today Brielle came and sat next to me on the couch and said "Mommy I look like a pretty picture" then she posed. So I asked her, since she hates to sit still for pictures, if she wanted me to get out my camera. And she answered in her little voice, with a stuffed up nose (from a cold) Huuhhhhhhhhh, then she posed some more and told me to hurry. So, I grabbed out the camera and these are the pictures I took. Well, of course not two minutes passed before Ash wanted to feel special too and so I took some good pictures of both. Although, you can tell, Ash was again in a goofy mood. We love their personalities!
You know lately I've been thinking; It's been a while since I felt young. I know you're probably rolling your eyes at this point as I haven't even hit 30 yet, but really I feel old. I feel like my mind is betraying my age and I shouldn't feel so responsibly ancient. So, I've been wondering why and this is what I can figure out: We start out with energy and a vibrant love for living. Then as we grow into teens we push ourselves and our limits to expand the world around us, challenging the truths we have been given. After this as we mature, or don't as the case may be, we may come across a time in our lives when we bring children of our own into this world. Now this is the stage I find myself at; This is where we are forced to redefine ourselves as parental role models, striving to not only set the example but be responsible enough to safely lead our children through life. I think this is where I have lost my youth. In trying to give my children a love for the world, and the energy to explore it, I have given my sense of adventure away for the comfort of their well being. I am now trying to find myself in this oasis of our existence. However, I now think I see where grandparents come in, for if we do indeed loose some of our vivaciousness then perhaps in grandchildren we rediscover the joys of innocence and living without the fear of responsibility that parenting brings. I don't know, it's just a thought...
Hope you enjoyed your weekend. We celebrated Thanksgiving with a fabulous group of friendly people. I attempted, for the first time, to brine the turkey I was cooking and it turned out beautifully. We had a great weekend, complete with a family movie night (Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs) topped by a hour of playdough tonight. We all had fun making some cool stuff, but I would have to tell you that Hoss's mouse looked remarkably like a pig. Although, he seems to argue otherwise;)